the one that got away

Talk about our future like we had a clue,

never planned that one day I'd be losing you.

In another life, I would be your girl,

we'd keep all our promises, be us against the world.

In another life, I would make you stay,

so I don't have to say you were the one that got away.

Don´t resent me, and when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest!

sometimes, when I miss you, I put those records on

“You can love someone so much... But you can never love people as much as you can miss them.” 

 John Green

Here comes the feeling you thought you'd forgotten

I won't forget you

Late at night, I close my eyes and think how things could have been,
and when I look back, I remember some words you had said to me.
It's better to have lost and love
than never to have loved at all,
I won't forget you, baby, I won't forget you,
even though I could, I won't forget you,
baby, I won't forget you even though I should

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness, and a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head, but don't you remember? don't you remember the reason you loved me before? baby, please remember me once more.... when was the last time you thought of me? or have you completely erased me from your memory? I often think about where I went wrong, the more I do, the less I know....

It's like you're screaming, but no one can hear.
You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important,
that without them you feel like nothing.
No one will ever understand how much it hurts.
You feel hopeless. Like nothing can save you.
And when it's over, and it's gone,
you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back,
so that you could have the good...